Life in the Aftermath of a Narcissist ePUB Õ the

Life in the Aftermath of a Narcissist ePUB Õ the


Life in the Aftermath of a Narcissist [Reading] ➷ Life in the Aftermath of a Narcissist By Becky Ruff Reed – Larringtonlifecoaching.co.uk As a seuel to Romance Stew and my uest for chivalric love adventure and intimacy I found this time with a narcissist and his entire clan of takers to be a dark and harrowing trek through the bowels of As a seuel the Aftermath PDF/EPUB À to Romance Stew and my uest for chivalric love adventure and intimacy I Life in Kindle - found this time with a narcissist and his entire clan of takers to be a dark and in the Aftermath PDF/EPUB À harrowing trek through the bowels of the Twilight Zone My marriage opened into an alien landscape the in the Aftermath of a MOBI :å wife of a man who later presented as bipolar the perfectionist step father his invalid mother with the diagnosis of Asperger's Syndrome and just perhaps a manipulator of emotional incest and a bipolaralcoholic adult son who brought the baggage of his forever present mother and her drunken and drugged out sister into the mix I was ill prepared in my enthusiastic dash for one final chance to have love with all thetrimmings to face such frighteningly foreign attitudes and failed miserably to ascertain the reality of these people before saying I do I in the Aftermath of a MOBI :å was blindsided by the close dynamics and tight allegiances of the uicksand into which I naively was drawn leaving me drowning in never ending demands and overwhelming presences Where Had I lost myself I was no wide eyed teenager Was I really codependent and unable to be a functioning individual Letting all my financial holdings be liuidated always with the promise of we have the rest of our lives to make this up and refusing to live in a camper on the folks' property to be at the mother's beck and call I was left out in the cold when I refused the final pressuring to sell my tiny house The world of narcissismpsychopathy left me exhausted and terrified there was no empathy for me as a being I was only a tool to be used All the emotions that popped on stage with pretense of sincere caring and connectedness were simply character devices I had been so bombarded with a perpetual stream of demands lack of sleep gas lighting tests to prove my worth as a wife and for the clan and almost round the clock inundation into their belief systems of using others and the general assemblage of living I suffered a type of relationship Stockholm Syndrome When my utilization purposes ended I was cut from the clan as coldly and precisely as if it were a surgical procedure I was no longer valuable to these people It was a long journey back to find myself The strange morals of the group always left me feeling out of focus There are many of us survivors and we are taking steps to reclaim our lives I knew Cinderella would still have to clean the castle and that the Prince would be away on exciting travels I had sought the fairy tale and although aware knowledgeable and eager for a new adventure found myself lost in a panic filled fun house of mirrors and fog.


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  1. Becky Reed Becky Reed says:

    Having lived this book as its author my review is that change is inevitable My own experience with a narcissistpsychopath led me into an avid search for understanding of the anguish and turmoil I encountered in my trek through the bowels of the Twilight ZoneWith the numerous books detailing the situation I wanted to show than the explanations; I wanted to express my personal confusion in light of searching for romance with all the trimmings and stumbling into a land of imitation control and fear at the inept and wounded presence I had becomeThe lack of remorse using devaluing and discarding and inundation into a differing and lower level of life belief system within the family of my ex spouse proved the springboard for a loss of self esteem More than this my spirit took a horrendous strike and I crashed through a wall as in a crisis of faiththe uestion became not why had God forsaken me but was and is there a God at allcould this be a prison planet?I think I came out alive and if a better might be perceived it is the awareness of this alien type of presence who can play the gay romancer with an agenda in mind


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